Every night i try to tell myself that it’s ok, but deep down i know its not.
it may sound strange coming from me but, I actually miss ahs. and everyone that i know from there; my classmates, ex-classmates, cca mates, teachers…
I know i sound weak when i say i feel lonely and insecure in my new school (CJC), but it’s inenvitable since only 3 people in the whole JC1 cohort were from ahs. and i don even know the other 2 guys.
It’s strange when i feel nothing at all until I step into my new school.
and making a new friend was helpful to a certain extent, but she just reminded me of my old classmate, which brings depression back again.
i keep telling myself to bear and grind with it, but just thinking about my friends and ex classmates makes things so sad. So sad….