The Paths of Life

While going home from Bedok, I saw an interesting shirt that says:

‘Don’t cry because it’s over. Smile because it happened.’


Yeah thats what im good at. Crying over spilled milk. But then again, I did not regret not cherishing my time in AHS. Because I did treasure my time spent on the hill. The only regrets that i carried with me from there was my lousy grades, and how i’ve never tried to catch up with my 2B classmates…

Even if i try to smile, tears just flow…


Now some of us go to JCs, poly or overseas, it’s kinda sad how everything good (and slack lol) has come to an end.


The problem is how do i go on from here?

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oh noes what have i done. written another emo post haha.

But seriously, if i have chosen another path, would i be happier? Or is happiness not so important at this stage?

After my 2 years in pre-U, it would be another 4 years of continuous studying.

And the same problem comes back again… would i still have time to sing, draw, hang out at places i love, surf the net, meet up with friends..?

Will i ever be able to strike a good balance?

(anyway even concentrating so much on studies doesnt give me the results I want T~T. Im really at loss of what to do…)

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About Kimono Party Girl

I was born and bred in Singapore for the first 20 years of my life, and then I decided that even after flying all over the world as a flight attendant, life is still too boring. So, in search of more adventure and add spice to my life, I quit my job, packed up, and left for Japan - which is, to me, the promised land. I've always been fascinated with Japan ever since I was 8, thanks to Ayumi Hamasaki, aka the Britney Spears of Japan. She's the first J-pop singer that I have been obsessed with, and my first contact with the Japanese language was through her lyrics. Yup, I first learned my Hiragana from her song 'I am'. But what really sealed the deal was my first trip to Japan in 2010. The fresh air, the beautiful cherry blossoms, the endless fast fashion trends and the awesome food was what made Japan the land of my dreams, and it had since become my goal to one day live, work and party in Japan. So after working like a horse as a flight attendant for 2 years and saving up a decent amount, I made a big leap of faith and moved to the land of the rising sun. I have studied one year of Japanese and two years of graphic design. Currently, I'm in the midst of shukatsu (就活 - job hunting). Wish me luck!
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4 Responses to The Paths of Life

  1. sd says:

    lost? flummoxed? worry not, SD to the rescueee!~!~

  2. slayedoll says:

    i saw that shirt too!!!!!!!!

  3. shadowfiery says:

    .Hello!! Amos here! He remember me? I see you know julia! ahaha

  4. mirajii says:

    SD: hehe!! always to the rescue!

    slayedoll: ya you told me haha! this post is soooo late!

    shadowfiery: yeah i remember you haha. such coincidence!

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