While going home from Bedok, I saw an interesting shirt that says:
‘Don’t cry because it’s over. Smile because it happened.’
Yeah thats what im good at. Crying over spilled milk. But then again, I did not regret not cherishing my time in AHS. Because I did treasure my time spent on the hill. The only regrets that i carried with me from there was my lousy grades, and how i’ve never tried to catch up with my 2B classmates…
Even if i try to smile, tears just flow…
Now some of us go to JCs, poly or overseas, it’s kinda sad how everything good (and slack lol) has come to an end.
The problem is how do i go on from here?
oh noes what have i done. written another emo post haha.
But seriously, if i have chosen another path, would i be happier? Or is happiness not so important at this stage?
After my 2 years in pre-U, it would be another 4 years of continuous studying.
And the same problem comes back again… would i still have time to sing, draw, hang out at places i love, surf the net, meet up with friends..?
Will i ever be able to strike a good balance?
(anyway even concentrating so much on studies doesnt give me the results I want T~T. Im really at loss of what to do…)