Due to the requests of a certain someone, i’ve translated the japanese posts into english. so now everyone knows what im rambling about. which makes me feel exposed all of a sudden LOL
i want this year to be over soon. i want to get over the exams, PW, all the NYAA activities, and all that pressure building up inside me. im getting back to my old ways of handling situations. glossing over minor details, panicking easily, trying to take things easily, running away from things and giving excuses. all these have to be put to an end. And an end, i say.
Im most worried about GP. its so volatile and unpredictable. at least in chem and math, there’s a surefire way of scoring well as long as i know how to do things in a certain way. but GP? not only is it subjective, but its demanding as well. you really have to be precise, dilligently looking out for details and intepreting things as accurately as possible. yeah, its not that i cant do it. its about time management. in trying to understand the passages, too often i have overshot the reading time. so my safer route out would be the essay. if i can get write my essay in a subtle way, and at the same time convincing and supported, getting an A shouldn’t be a problem. at least an A for the essay would help offset my lousy compre skills. but relying on this method wont get me anywhere. i seriously need to buck up on my language. damn. thats kinda difficult to achieve, considering the environment that i’ve been living in.
the pressure is building up again….