‘It’ is referring to keeping this blog going. I do want to keep it alive and burning, believe me. I know after such a long, stagnant pause, people might not read it anymore but, I just want to get things up and going.
And that refers to my studies as well.
After a devastating, mind-wrecking and heartbreaking (so destructive eh?) stalemate paperwork session (aka exams), I realised things weren’t the same anymore. Actually, I’ve been aware of it long ago. That consciousness just didn’t surface until recently when it suddenly and abruptly broke into my mind and screamed and rang all the alarm bells.
What are so different now?
1. My intelligence. Unlike in the past, tons of thoughts and ideas don’t come flowing freely like free-flow drinks anymore. Even my speed of thinking has slightly reduced. Heck, I’m just plain lazy. Needa work on my potential intelligence.
2. My discipline. Damn, if I still have discipline, would I still be blogging?
3. The most important. The DRIVE TO STUDY.
4. The most essential. PASSION.
I have no follow-up plans in repairing all the damages and wear-and-tear, since my plan itself is not really a plan anyway.
…WHAT ELSE BUT STUDY? The sad and hard truth.
As for the fate of this blog, I’ve decided to just try to fill it up with bits about my erm not-so-exciting life. I’ll try to incorporate daily thoughts, inspirations from little stuff around me, and basically, keep myself happy. haha.
And YES. I haven’t forgotten Heaven’s Cataract. Due to time constraint, lack of drive and the fallible human memory, the story will cease to continue. Sorry for the inconveniences caused (if any). 😦
Don’t worry, after A’s there’ll probably be more stories. I’ll try to put it on a separate page or something. I’ll figure this blog out. xDD
Next up would be some recent updates about cosplay + mini outing ^^